well.. all things shld be over..
he sms me ytd in the morning...
saying " ur fb sound pissed. mayb we shld talk. if we could..."
i reply" wat ya think we shld talk abt?"
he replied again~ n which is actually something my heart dun wish to hear...
but my mind say it great.. zz~

" idk. we can talk abt anything tt can remain us as frenz.."

from the moment i saw tt msg..
my heart sink down while my mind was celebrating..
it so difficult to control have 2 kinds of emotion running thru...
all i could do.. is reply...
"ain't we alr gd frenz? wats there to talk abt?"
this line really kill me alot... haiz...
now act as nth~ as nth ever happen~
while my heart is like bleeding profusely...
crap shit...
haiz..... i think i am quite dumb...
falling for the person again~
n getting back the same reaction n ans.....


as for her... she disappeared...
no reply no on msn~
basicallly nth~
i guess she doesn't need me at all..
aft all we gt our own life aft the yrs...
in any case..... gd luck to u in ur future~


today back to chota...
working....
i was hoping.. if i could go back early to rest.. ><
anyway tts quite not possible...
going down sa again tonight...
meeting them dota...
especially him~
juz a move to way we still gd fren...
n nth ever change..
a way to keep things stable...
n making sure is gg wrong..
idk if my choice is correct but well...
it juz something i gonna do...


i think jason.... kinda dun wanna talk to me anymore..
idk if i'm thinking too much...
juz it seem so..
well...
i juz hope it not the way....
sry again i dun mean it.....
haiz....


to me frenz r more impt than me...
if any of my fren not happy..
i wont be happy either..
n now... haiz...
nvm... forget it... zzz~