haizz~ now~ still cant stop my emo stuff...
zzz~ haizz~ ytd when drinking...
i think things not going well~
haiz... some thing i noe i not suppose to enter~
but eventually.. i fall in~
oh well~
been trying hard to forget things......
haiz...

my mind my heart all in big mess..... =(
haizz~ so many things wanted to spill it out...
but they r all stuck at my throat..
not able to come out..
y is this so difficult... =(
really feel like crying..
but tears didnt wan to come out...
wat to do~

ytd~ i went to aft drinking at some place..
i went 12th element find eunice...
she work there..
damn long din see her... abt 8-9 yrs le...
prettyyy le..
=)
i wonder how her sis~
anyway~ andre n her bf there too~
sit talk play play drink drink sing sing...
zzz~ worst thing...
the bf i juz noe ytd~
try to flirt me.. in front of her gf..
WHICH is my childhood besties...
stupid bo?
look damn childish la.... ><
tsk tsk.....
anyway i also dun care..
he not a concern of mine.... LOL!

aft 12th element...
went to find him~
hmmm~ talk talk smoke smoke....
haha~
dunno y~
with him ard~
feel safe n comfortable...
it like i can lean on him~
n nth is going to be wrong....
but idk if this feelings is rite or wrong....
i hope it right.. but it seems wrong....
zzz~ too many things to say~ n yet i gt to go out le...
later than continue ba~ =((


today jiao jiao birthday~ happy birthday!!!!
having dinner wif them...
so i go bath etc le.. laters all~!