mooody~~~~

It another tue, but past mightnight le..

so i guess it wed?

was watching movie hellboy2 quite late... =.=

it a GOOD show.. guess all should watch.. 5 STAR!

juz reach home and done RJ as usual.. nth special~ hmmm

this few days not being gd....

got quarrel wif jiejie.. and fan lian le...

now at home...

no 1 talk to me le...

tt make amy a loner....

haiz.. meaning.. the old days... old stuffs... might be back!

OMG.. i spend so much time, trying to things under control...

but so much things happening.. it seems much more difficult...

reminded by those scars of wat bad things have happened in th past..

and things happening now..

i cant imagine.. holding on a knife... seeing blood dripping again.. =(

i wan free myself... but it seems hard... >.<

somehow sometime...

it seems tt if amy is not ard in the world..

things will get better...

if it so..

amy will disappear for the good..

so ppl ard her... loves 1, frenz.. can be more happy which is wat she wants...

no emptiness, loneliness etc etc..

at least it end her torment...

living.. somehow.. seems a bad choice...

6 yrs back.. might have ended her life....

but she didn't...

mayb it not the right choice

if she did it...

things will be so much better...

she wont have to suffer so much due to small things..

blaming herself for things which is not her fault..

haiz...

Somehow.. loneliness and kills..

Amy is scare of being alone..

dun leave her alone..