Thursday, July 31, 2008

it over~ all over~

haiz~ unable to wake up on time.. miss a UT..
there goes~ most likely gott a retain~ feel even more sad~
haiz~
today~ BIG quarrel wif jiejie..
things got even worst..
she say "no longer related to me"
wat can i do? NTH~
she always do things her way..
fine~
BUT i am very sad~ very very sad~ =((
wateva i do is SHIT.. she do is godly..
wtf?
when eat sushi wif tony... on the way receive those sms.. tears almost BURST out..
gotta control.. and run to toilet and let all out..
really hard~ it like 1000000 yrs since i cry~
and suddenly feel so weird..
gotta act nth happen and go out again...
we ate ALOT of salmon!! gosh...
and eating along, tears almost roll down ~
u noe.. it really hard to control~
almost die of it...
haiz...
dun feel like going home and face her..
so went to hq to find ah jiao and raid there...
all the way.. till now... was giving a "laughing face"~
so difficult..
mayb it time~ for the old amy to come back?
amy dying soon~
if it is~ than there come the OLD amy~
people who >3 yrs.. should noe wat is it..
sry frenz~ gotta let u guys down again..
although i promise not to~
but~ things press me on to it..
i really cant take it~
i thot i will nv do it again~
as things look perfectly fine for the pass few months or yrs?
but now~ not to mention anymore~
it late~ gotta rest and wake up for tmr's UT~
THE TIME WILL COME SOON~ I PROMISE~
P.S wateva i say here is not asking to u dong qing me or wateva~
do wat u wan.. and make sure u dun regret ur decision~

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