days feel so sucky~

boring day~~

got a UT.. almost cant make it..

but~~ dun go better.. i also dunno how to do~all VB!~ haiz~

all day no mood.. unable to luff and smile..=(

feel so terrible..

sry guys~ always have u guys to do alone..

things happening lately.. i cant control myself..

leave during 1st break out,

went to find amali and ahdum to smk~

than whole heart was sinking in a wu di dong.. >.<

than saw xin's classmate... chat awhile, than when to sit wif amali they all..

haiz.. at there.. chain smke.. do nth, wat they say i also dun understand.

so i say i leaving...

as i was walking.. i saw xin and frenz~

tears almost flow down~ one of gd fren i wont scare to show my expression..

wanted to let go everything at her shoulder...

but her frenz all was there..

so i nv~ controlling myself to the max point~

guess i hide well... aft i reach the bus stop~

unable to control.. all flows like water tap.. =((

feel so useless~

when home wif hard feelings..

she return me all my stuffs...

things, i gave to her... all was back to me..

guess over le ba~

yao duan jue guan xi..

zhe xie duo bu shi wo de cuo~

wat is this?

coz bcoz i dun wan to do things ur way than sever ties wif me?

juz bcoz u r older than me u can do things ur way and expect me to do so?

u r damn bloody wrong~

YES i am very angry~

but somehow, my heart~ my mind~

alll sink so deep~ =.=

i actually have 3 sister~ and none left.. all when sever ties wif each other~

so is this wat a blood related siblings should do?

i dunno~ things look dim~

i cant see anything...

seriously~ saying.. i really feel tt~ the old self is coming back...

i dun wan.. things will really be nasty~

some1~ saved me plz~

THE DAY IS COMING~