srsyly~ today really sux to the core!
i am NOT HAPPY AT ALL!
-.-
faking a smile, a laughter out is juz fuking tiring.
no wher else i can vent.
so heres wat my blog r for~

fuking shit~
with a mum every month asking money from u when i have no much fuking money is fuking shit.
srsly. u dare to say jie they all give u every single month~
than i muz give u the same thing?
wtf is this man~?
how long have they been working and HOW LONG HAVE I JUZ START!
can u use ur fuking common sense?
i DUN EVEN HAVE MY OWN SAVINGS?!
can u juz wait TILL I'M STABLE?!
i'm so much probs trying to struggle my life thru~
FUKING EAT BREAD EVERY SINGLE DAY AT WORK!
how fuking pathetic can tt be?
u DUNNO!
NO 1 NOE.

i cant even pamper myself like wat other ppl~
saying it nth it alright.
when they r not my truth feelings.
so much things i wanna do.
but so limited to wat i can do.
there's always this question inside me tt i NV EVER dare to ask.
in the 1st place, Y DID U CHOOSE TO ABANDON ME?!
i dun wan ask coz i noe the ans wont be pleasant.
i myself still fuking can survive thru the month.
n i still need to bear ur cost.
fuking nice la.
might as well ask me give u all than tel me go die even beta rite.
be it the past or now.
i always think tt dying is always a gd choice for me.
haiz.
nice thinking rite.
fuking shit load of life i am living.