whenever u start thinking ur life is so perfect for this moment~
with every single thing seems so smooth~
while seeing all this stuff somehow it will make ones relief and glad tt ones is living~
aft which somehow~ there will definitely be something tt gonna burst all ur bubbles~
making u suffocate wif all the things tt shouldnt be even exist.
with things like tt happen~ u'll start to whine n blame things tt have happened~
is it true tt overcoming the probs 1 by 1 will make the person stronger?
but wat if~~ he or she cant solve everything one?
when things piles up~ u'll realise~ living in a world like this is shit.
problems r meant to be solve not runaway~
but wat r problems tt cant be solve called?
things r also happening in a weird way tt u've lost touch wif it.
n somehow~ when u noe wher the probs lies and yet u cant resolved it~

rite now currently. i'm lost~
not knowing how to move on~
not knowing how to solve things when i alr noe wats wrong.
not knowing how to face all the probs at 1 go~
not knowing how much longer i can last
not knowing how much time i have left
not know if i'm able to solve it b4 the time is up.
not knowing how to face it properly wif the strength tt god have given me to learn n overcome them
not knowing when is the best chance to do stuff
not knowing wat i can do to make things easier
not knowing wat i can do to make all of the ppl ard me happy.

with all the things i really in doubt wif~
i dun have anymore strength to carry on wif so many stuff~
isit for real tt i gotta face all these things in my life?