fuking day fuking life...
plz god... END THIS WORLD NOWW!!!!!
fuk all this shit...
if i am capable of supporting myself.. i wont not wan to stay in tt freaking home...
ffs...
i juz hate the way i am now...
i am born wif so much hatred ffs..
should have kill me b4 i born
to so call "agitated" u~
dun always act like u <3 me in front of other ppl
when deep down in ur heart is like cursing n swearing at me..
wan me to die asap..
who cares man..
who cares..
even my own family also dun care...
who am i suppose to lean on...
NONE....
only if i can.....
ONLY IF~
no much diff...
how great rite?
WAT A "MUM" i have......
c'mon la..
the way u act is so fuking obvious..
like i'm the thorn in ur eyes...
u dear the 2 sis so much...
go hug them forever la...
u wont need me anyway....
all u do is vent ur fuking anger on me whenever u bad mood...
u nv smile to me AT ALL~
NEVER!
ever since the 1st day i step into the hse...
i'm like some orphan who gotta leave under some stranger...
to me... u ALL R STRANGER!~
U R ALL!

I HATE THIS WORLD!!
I HATE THIS FAMILY!!
I HATE BEING MYSELF!!
I HATE BEING SUCH A FAILURE IN EVERYTHING!!
I JUZ FUKING HATE EVERYTHING!!