Just need to vent out abit..
Kinda down.. Knowing things can't be like what it is in the past..
If you had notice earlier.. If I've voice out.. If i didnt go to beer market.. If I could wait longer.. All the if.. That's y it isn't us.. Regret does nth.. All we can do is live with what we've decide on...
That's y I've said b4.. 无缘的两个人不管怎么相爱都只会差肩而过.. Perfectly describe both of us..
You showed me that you're not interested in me.. That's y I left.. Left for someone who are able to see me in his eyes.. Someone who sparks up my life again.. It might sound ridiculous.. But it true.. The day of decision.. I'm firm.. Not to turn my head back.. But after I've decided, than I know u feel the same as I do previously.. But it too late.. I can't regret.. But continue stepping forward..
In the beginning.. Things turn out gd.. Feeling for him grew so much in such a short time.. Yes I do love him..
I know it a blow to u.. But I always belief we r still gd frens.. As time goes by.. I always belief we could still be the same as b4.. Apparently.. I'm dead wrong.. It only awkwardness n Brings u to difficult position.. So I've decided.. To do all of us gd...
I will disappear in front of u.. Stop bothering u with my problems.. If I can no longer solved them.. I'll destroy everything myself.. I noe by saying these is kinda extreme.. But it the only way I can think of.. Not wanting you to be in tt kind of position again.. I will do it.. Even at a cost of a friendship.. It inevitable..
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