time really flies ba~ am alr 20 yrs old le...

thinking back.... i hadnt really done anything great or gd.... haiz..

in another words, i've live thru nth in my life....

perhaps i juz dun wanna face the fact tt i gotta face my own future on my own~

i shall watch a step at a time ba~

aftall~ im not tt kind of ppl tt able to plan for like next 10-20 yrs.

i noe wat kind of person i am~ so i gonna stick to my own decision~

aft all~ it my future.. i wanna be responsible for it.

i can see tt things isnt going on well~

i dunno wat reason i can hold on against u~

i juz realise... i've alr lost my will of going on~

in a r/s include 2 parties....

1 person's effort isnt going anywher...

perhaps this isnt consider a r/s also~

im juz.... nth to u~

nth much for u to care of....

u r like a guy wif thousands of mask....

can b in like so many diff diff mask.....

when im all rdy to try w/e stuff i can to make it all happen~

u seems no interest at all~

isit time to leave?

but i really dun wanna to~ plz freeze for now~

im lost~~