long no blog. damn lazy liao~
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haiz. wed.... went PH. juz knew he was attached....
seeing them kiss in front of me....
it was the most hell feeling...
nth i can do...
forcing the smile out....
trying to look happy n enjoying~
but i'm not at all~
haiz.
it juz..... not suppose to be this wayy.....
anyway... i shld noe this will come.
juz a matter of time
i would nv be his ger.
so yup... gotta wake up my ideas.
thou i always noe~
but cant help but to dream on it. zzz~
y is this so... i really wonder.....
it juz make me feel damn weak~
it time to find someone who love me more than i love him~

sick n tired of loving ppl who juz fuk care me.
n only find me when they need me.
enough mean enough~ tts it~
ALL OVER!