haiz~ plz help me~~

I am so stress now..

a few days ago, okin told me guild is alr set up... all coming back alr..

he say they can start raiding raiding soon..

when i heard tt, i feel damn fuking sad la..

seriously, i really dun feel lyk going over..

i have come raiding so far with kopitiam.. juz a little more i'll reach illidian..

zzz~

joey keep asking me whenever he see me..

sometime i really dunno how to ans, always avoid tt topic..

although i juz start raiding with kopitiam.

but the people there treat me real good..

some people lyl murk, nuk, avi, wy, tony and etc etc..

they were all nice to me...

i really dun bear to leave them~

i am so sad.. i know RL fren > game fren

but all are frenz to me... wat can i do...

y cant all be lyk last time.. all tgt...

how nice isit.. haiz...

but all things changes~

god plzzz help me~ i dun wan anything to change anymore~

now i damn scare going down to hq.. i see joey le feel damn guilty~

i dun even noe how to state my stand..

from the beginning, i play wow is also bcoz of them..

and now all left me 1 by 1...

but i dun want leave.. wat can i do to stop everything from happening..

some1 plz help me..

it time to be true to meself...

hope the day dun come.. i really dread to leave...

nitez guys~